I Sit Here and Think, "What the Shit?"

I feel like writing something sad. Why? I just feel like it.

Don't you miss the good old days? Where you are in elementary school and playing at recess? I do. Those were fun times. But those were also the days where I thought growing up and being one of the big kids would be fun. I've grown out of that thought.

Sure, growing up has it's perks, but wouldn't just love to be free and young again? To not have to worry about the stress of dating, peer pressure, etc.

But you are going to have to grow up. And so far, it's not where I absolutely hate it. I heard so many things, I just don't want to go through it all. I know I'm going to have to, so I'll just have to suck it up.

I don't like making decisions. I can't even decide what I want for dinner when we go out to eat. I don't know what I want to be when I grow up. I don't know what college I'm going to go to. I don't know what I'm going to do about my future. I don't even know if I'll be alive long enough to have a future.

Just to clear this shit up, I don't believe in all of the 2012 crap.

I swear, my brother is playing some game with rainbows... O.o Should I be scare? I am anyway.

...I'm going to sneak away now...

<3
~M~

P.S. Zee, Monkeys are way better than chimps. True story.

In a Time of Crisis...

One thing that I may never be able to understand: if you don't know how to take care of yourself and be able to do something on your own, then how do you expect people to let you do it on your own and bitch at them for not helping?

If you think you can do it, and you want to do it independently, don't bitch at someone for trying to help. If you don't ask for the help, then why do you expect to get it?

But that's the thing. We just expect someone to come along and help us, even when we don't ask. Why? I don't know, it's just the way people tend to think. I'm not saying that everyone does, I certainly do, but there are some people that really don't need help and they got things on their own.

When you stop and look every once in a while, here are people that say, "Leave me alone! I can do this by myself!" and then, when they fail or barely pass by, they say, "Would it have killed you to help me a bit?" They end up contradicting themselves and creating a bad reputation.

And that's another thing. We aren't perfect, no matter how much we think we are or how much we want to be. We can never meet the standard that is expected, because the bar keeps getting higher and higher.

There was this one quote that would really fit this topic that I remember seeing, but I forgot it. So. I'll make up my own and quote myself later on. :P

If your heart is in the right place, you can achieve so much more than you would if you were doing it all for the wrong reasons and striving for greatness.

I think I will quote myself...

Now, I shall leave you with an awesome picture of...awesome!


Monkeys are way better than chimps. JS. *cough*zee*cough*

<3
~M~

Sexy Bitch

*jamming*

Anyway...

How are you? Good? I hope so. Would you like me to try and cheer you up if you aren't happy? Ok. I'll try. Well, first, you need some music on that will get you pumped up. Turn it up and start jammin'.

Alright, alright, calm down there. Jeez, I hope you didn't break the poor lamp. Ok, are you pumped? Good. Did that lift your spirits? You didn't do it? D: (If you did, skip the next part.)

Would you like to hear some funny stories? Yes? Mmk. (WARNING: The content that follow may burn your eyes with lameness.) You have been warned.

Not realizing that it was the first day of class, Bob slept in until 8:30 AM. His mother stormed in and pored a big bucket of water on him. She couldn't find the cold water, so she threw hot water instead. Man, if that didn't wake him up... I am so glad that I wasn't the one in that bed...

What the mom didn't realize was, there was another person in the bed. Uh-oh. Someone's in trouble. Not one, but two butt-naked boys jumped out of the bed screaming their heads off. Imagine the mother's surprise. Haha.


*bows to the audience* Thank you, thank you. :)

Now, I'm sure you are asking, "When is she going to shut up and say something worth reading?" Well, don't say that to me. It makes me feel hurt. *sniff sniff*

I shall share with you my favorite nursery rhyme. :)
Hey diddle diddle, The cat and the fiddle,
The cow jumped over the moon.
The dog laughed to see such a sport,
And the dish ran away with the spoon.

That is so win. :D Fail Cow. <33333333333

*jams off to Bullet Proof by La Roux*

<3
~M~

Boredom With a Side of Annoying :P

Updating time. Whoo.

I felt like doing something, and this happened to be something. So here we go...

I was actually productive this morning. It was interesting, but I'm proud. *proud* :D I wrote a new chapter to BBH (Bound By Happiness). Lol That reminds me of choir... But it's BBF. Same thing. :P And something else that I just started. BIL. Reminds me of my brother... Who is not here ATM. Why? I am not sure. He's a loser. Off topic. Mmk. Let's change the topic.

I'm so jealous of Brittany's capability to write a blog post and manage to not sound retarded. It's not fair. :(


LMFAO Dude, this guy on the radio...OMFG. Bahahahahahahahaha ROFLMFAO

*wipes a tear away* He just made fun of the guy from Owl City. It was fucking hilarious.

Anyway... Lady Gaga has been getting on my nerves more and more lately.
Ooh. Looks like we're talking about music...

1) Linkin Park <333333333333333333333333333 They are just. Ugh. They are amazing.

2) Bulletproof by...La Roux It's actually pretty good. To me anyway.

3) Whatcha Say by Jason Derulo just played. That song is getting kind of old.

4) Battlefield be Jordin Sparks. This song is getting on my nerves. It was played too many times when I first came out. It just annoy me now.

5) Just A Friend by Biz Markie. Not bad. I like it. :)

6) Imma Be be The Black Eyes Peas. (I'm just naming songs that play on the radio/iPod.)

7) A Jagged Gorgeous Winter by The Main Drag. Awesome song.

8) The Scientist by Coldplay

9) Blister be Jimmy Eat World. JEW <33333

10) Hero/Heroine by Boys Like Girls <33

11) Ignorance by Paramore. <3333

12) Bedrock by Young Money (FT. Lloyd)

13) Baby by Justin Biber. I came on the radio. Jsyk

14) Stronger by Kanye West. I'm not going to start hating on him just because of what he did at the...whatever awards, to Taylor Swift. He's a good rapper.

15) She Will Be Loved by Maroon 5 <33333

That's enough annoying you. I don't want to end this just yet. Let me pop something on here, if it will work.

Lovely, ain't it? :) My Picture of the Week. :)

<3
~M~

La la la

Don't ask about the title. Jeez.

Anyway... Not much to write... I just got bored and this is what I came up with.

I hate sickness. Any kind at all. It's just gross and BLAH. JUST GO AWAY. JEEZ. Soooo. I'm bored... OOH. I actually had fun last night. :D

Ok, so I went to this person's house for YNF. (I would tell you what it is, but it's too much work to type out. :P) So first, we did our lesson thingy, and we had trivia that night. It was blah. Me and my partner ended up winning. We were the youngest ones there too. HA. I wanted these huge awesome purple glasses. They were the shit. But my cousin stole it. Victoria, you are a loser.

Watched her wrestle with these guys. It funny. Then we played hide-and-go-seek outside around the block. It was awesome. It really was. :P I would go into detail about some other stuff, but I don't want to. That was probably the best YNF this year... OOH. We had brownies with ice cream. It Pwned.

Oh iPod, where are you? Why must you hide from me? Mother, why did you take it away? :(

I have wasted so many damn tissues. GAH.

Well, this entertained me for about...5-10 minutes. :P

Need some more tissues. Ugh. We need a new box.

I had to walk all the way to the living room to get a tissue. aoirehjoateor

Having my new year thing tomorrow. Whoo. :P

What else do I have to say? Erm. Not sure...

I think I'll leave you alone now. Laters.
~M~

The Only Exception

Kinda ironic huh? Just popped up on iTunes. Which FINALLY opened.

Valentines day is coming up. So is CNY. :) (Chinese New Year) Free money, oh yes. :D

I don't really have much to say... Ohp. I've joined The Writer's Coffee Shop. Yup. FFn... I'll still post stuff. Just to see what happens. Watch them report it. :P Whores. But I shall be posting and stuff like that on TWCS. It's actually kinda cool looking...

Anyway... Halfway through February already. I just got used to writing 2/whatever/10 and it's going to be 3/whatever/10 soon. BLAH. What's the date today... 2/13/10.

There are so many movies that I want to see. eahgnefvmoihjreaog

I really don't have much to say at all... LALALALALALALALALA

...Where's the camera?

I'm gonna go now... Laters.
~M~

BOOM.

My first post for the new year. :)

For those of you who haven't heard, there was a earthquake in Hatai. It's so overwhelmingly sad. I'm donating to the cause with my church. It's the thought that counts. So even if it's not much, it's better than nothing.

Sorry for the first thing being so... Yeah. But I had to do it.

Second thing that I would like to say. Support Stacie Auction. Please, go bid. Go read. Click on the link. DO IT!

I have already broken some of my New Year's Resolution... Sigh...

OMFG. How many of you have seen Avatar? I'm guessing everyone... Anyway. I want to rant about the movie.

It was good. I liked it.
But really, I think most of the hype was because of the director. That's what probably got most people off of their ass to go see it. Js.

You can't really see why they like each other. I mean, come on. All he did was do what she said. I didn't really see much of the relationship. I knew that they were going to end up together. That was pretty obvious to me... But yeah... Whatevers. You don't have to agree with me.

I liked the fighting part... I like violence... My mind is screwed up. I know.

That main character girl... I don't even remember her name. :P Anyway. She's a bit... I dunno. It just seems like she get's upset too easily.

I actually kind of like the ending...

If you go see it in imax... Get there early to save a seat. My cousin and I came late an ended up having to sit near the front. It was fucking pact. And the 3-D... Ow. It gave me a headache... So. Do not sit up close...

Done ranting. You can comment on that if you would like. Losers. :)

I WANT TO SEE SHERLOCK HOMES.

But I probably won't so... :P

I think it's time to stop.

<3
~M~