21 Guns

Green Day. :)

I just opened the window to let some light in. It's so pretty today. :) It's the perfect weather for the spring. Though, I wish the wind would blow a little less. Other than that, a perfect day to go outside and play. :)

And yet, I am inside. :P

I have to go to school early for contest tomorrow. *dies* Maybe it won't be too bad...

I have no idea what to say. I wanted to blog, but now I have nothing to talk about. It's terrible.

I'll just leave you a pretty picture and sneak off. Sounds like a plan. :)

<3
~M~

P.S. I am not lying to myself. Geezers.

Just The Girl

By: The Click Five

Hmm. I haven't updated in...8 days. It's strange. So I shall update now while I shovel ice cream into my mouth. :)

OMG. After reading these lyrics, I was hit with a sudden idea. :D Ooh. Now to make sure I can still carry out my idea...

Aw... I don't think I'll be able to finish in time... :( Oh well. I'll write it anyway, since I have already started it. I just have to change the plot around. Whatever the plot is...

FINALLY FINISHED DOING THE MATHS HOMEWORK. YES.

Anyway... I think I'll make this a short post.

I'm thinking about making a collage. I just don't know of what. So...ideas? Yes?

I thought today was Thursday...but it's really Thursday. Why can't it be Thursday? :(

I think I'm done... If I have anything else to say I always have Twitter and Tumblr. :)

<3
~M~

P.S. Zee, I DID NOT LIE. YOU LIE. GOODNESS GRACIOUS. MONKEYS.

Love you too. <3

P.P.S. I need new socks. My left sock has a hole in it. :/

Clocks

By Coldplay. I love the piano on this... I'm going to learn how to play that one day. Just remind me to learn it.

Let me tell you about my lovely experience at the post office today!

Today, I had to go to the post office to get my passport renewed. When we got there, it was packed. People were standing against the walls waiting for their turn. I nearly cried.

We had to fill out those ugly, long, boring forms that took like, 30 minutes. Then for the remainder of the 2 hours, we sat there and waited and waited and waited. FINALLY, after FOREVER, it was our turn. My picture came out awful. It was hideous. Ugh. I look terrible in pictures. I look better in RL.

OOH. I get to dye my hair! :DDD I'm going to dye it brown. Oh, and I'm going to cut it short. I'll take a picture when I do. :)

My hair may be pretty, but it's too thick for my liking. It makes it look...blah.

I look prettier without my glasses. My looks bigger.

Anyway... After the post office, We went out to eat. (My mom, dad, brother, and I.) My food was too...sweet. I wanted to gag. But I swallowed it down. The shrimp was pretty good though.

After that, I had to spend another 30 minutes waiting for my mom and dad to pay for the plane tickets. Oh, you don't know where I'm going this summer? Jeebus you're late.

I'm going to Vietnam this June for vacation. :) Yes, I realize that I'll be leaving my computer, internet, and anything else here. :'( But I get to visit my family. :) I haven't seen them in 7 years! My brother has never seen them! It's time to visit. My grandpas already died. I cried so much and I only met them once. I realize that I cry over everything, but still. My mother's mom is already 96. My dad's mom is 80 something.

TIGER! Tiger is a yellow tiger that came from a claw machine. *nods* He's awesome.

OH. I went grocery shopping with my mom after the plane ticket business. It was rather boring, but we did get junk food. :) It was lovely.

Well. Today was long. I am tired, but I don't want to nap. So I'm blogging while everyone else goes and...haves a life. Or watches TV.

Alright. I think this is it for today. Though, I have been rather lonely since yesterday. Everyone went...bye bye. :(

<3
~M~

P.S. Zee, YOU STOP IT. MONKEYS ARE AWESOME. FACE IT. I AM NOT LYING. MONKEYS.

I Sit Here and Think, "What the Shit?"

I feel like writing something sad. Why? I just feel like it.

Don't you miss the good old days? Where you are in elementary school and playing at recess? I do. Those were fun times. But those were also the days where I thought growing up and being one of the big kids would be fun. I've grown out of that thought.

Sure, growing up has it's perks, but wouldn't just love to be free and young again? To not have to worry about the stress of dating, peer pressure, etc.

But you are going to have to grow up. And so far, it's not where I absolutely hate it. I heard so many things, I just don't want to go through it all. I know I'm going to have to, so I'll just have to suck it up.

I don't like making decisions. I can't even decide what I want for dinner when we go out to eat. I don't know what I want to be when I grow up. I don't know what college I'm going to go to. I don't know what I'm going to do about my future. I don't even know if I'll be alive long enough to have a future.

Just to clear this shit up, I don't believe in all of the 2012 crap.

I swear, my brother is playing some game with rainbows... O.o Should I be scare? I am anyway.

...I'm going to sneak away now...

<3
~M~

P.S. Zee, Monkeys are way better than chimps. True story.

In a Time of Crisis...

One thing that I may never be able to understand: if you don't know how to take care of yourself and be able to do something on your own, then how do you expect people to let you do it on your own and bitch at them for not helping?

If you think you can do it, and you want to do it independently, don't bitch at someone for trying to help. If you don't ask for the help, then why do you expect to get it?

But that's the thing. We just expect someone to come along and help us, even when we don't ask. Why? I don't know, it's just the way people tend to think. I'm not saying that everyone does, I certainly do, but there are some people that really don't need help and they got things on their own.

When you stop and look every once in a while, here are people that say, "Leave me alone! I can do this by myself!" and then, when they fail or barely pass by, they say, "Would it have killed you to help me a bit?" They end up contradicting themselves and creating a bad reputation.

And that's another thing. We aren't perfect, no matter how much we think we are or how much we want to be. We can never meet the standard that is expected, because the bar keeps getting higher and higher.

There was this one quote that would really fit this topic that I remember seeing, but I forgot it. So. I'll make up my own and quote myself later on. :P

If your heart is in the right place, you can achieve so much more than you would if you were doing it all for the wrong reasons and striving for greatness.

I think I will quote myself...

Now, I shall leave you with an awesome picture of...awesome!


Monkeys are way better than chimps. JS. *cough*zee*cough*

<3
~M~

Sexy Bitch

*jamming*

Anyway...

How are you? Good? I hope so. Would you like me to try and cheer you up if you aren't happy? Ok. I'll try. Well, first, you need some music on that will get you pumped up. Turn it up and start jammin'.

Alright, alright, calm down there. Jeez, I hope you didn't break the poor lamp. Ok, are you pumped? Good. Did that lift your spirits? You didn't do it? D: (If you did, skip the next part.)

Would you like to hear some funny stories? Yes? Mmk. (WARNING: The content that follow may burn your eyes with lameness.) You have been warned.

Not realizing that it was the first day of class, Bob slept in until 8:30 AM. His mother stormed in and pored a big bucket of water on him. She couldn't find the cold water, so she threw hot water instead. Man, if that didn't wake him up... I am so glad that I wasn't the one in that bed...

What the mom didn't realize was, there was another person in the bed. Uh-oh. Someone's in trouble. Not one, but two butt-naked boys jumped out of the bed screaming their heads off. Imagine the mother's surprise. Haha.


*bows to the audience* Thank you, thank you. :)

Now, I'm sure you are asking, "When is she going to shut up and say something worth reading?" Well, don't say that to me. It makes me feel hurt. *sniff sniff*

I shall share with you my favorite nursery rhyme. :)
Hey diddle diddle, The cat and the fiddle,
The cow jumped over the moon.
The dog laughed to see such a sport,
And the dish ran away with the spoon.

That is so win. :D Fail Cow. <33333333333

*jams off to Bullet Proof by La Roux*

<3
~M~