I Sit Here and Think, "What the Shit?"

I feel like writing something sad. Why? I just feel like it.

Don't you miss the good old days? Where you are in elementary school and playing at recess? I do. Those were fun times. But those were also the days where I thought growing up and being one of the big kids would be fun. I've grown out of that thought.

Sure, growing up has it's perks, but wouldn't just love to be free and young again? To not have to worry about the stress of dating, peer pressure, etc.

But you are going to have to grow up. And so far, it's not where I absolutely hate it. I heard so many things, I just don't want to go through it all. I know I'm going to have to, so I'll just have to suck it up.

I don't like making decisions. I can't even decide what I want for dinner when we go out to eat. I don't know what I want to be when I grow up. I don't know what college I'm going to go to. I don't know what I'm going to do about my future. I don't even know if I'll be alive long enough to have a future.

Just to clear this shit up, I don't believe in all of the 2012 crap.

I swear, my brother is playing some game with rainbows... O.o Should I be scare? I am anyway.

...I'm going to sneak away now...

<3
~M~

P.S. Zee, Monkeys are way better than chimps. True story.